This post expresses the profound effects of a tragic event, specifically a suicide, on the author's mental health, leading to ongoing struggles with depression and PTSD. The author reflects on their feelings of guilt and personal deterioration since the event. Comments reveal a shared experience of grief and the lasting effects of loss, particularly in relation to the death of a well-known individual in the tech community. Many commenters offer support and empathy, acknowledging the challenges of grieving and personal transformation during difficult times.